I deleted my facebook

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VBS 2010

So this week is the week I’ve been waiting for. The week that brings all this excitement and happiness into my boring summer. Which is the week OF VBBBSS! YYYYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

So because we moved out to ______ we decided to stay at our high-rise in the city area (where VBS is)

The arrival of coming back to our highrise didn’t go so well. Because there was

1. No airconditon (It broke)
2. No food
3. Only one of the bathrooms worked
4. The showers didn’t work so I had to take a shower in the locker rooms downstairs
5. It was omega hot
6. And the worst of all was….NO INTERNET CONNECTION!!!!!!!! BUM BUM BUUUUUUUM!

Which got mum and my little sister in a really bad mood which made me depressed because I expected our stay out here to be perfect D:

We eventually got hungry and went to this one restaurant called Cafe Express.

I got chicken I didn’t finish it though which made me feel bad cause mum ended up throwing it away and that was just a waste of food+money. I just have this fear of getting fat so I dont eat much :/

—-Monday——-

The next day when VBS started was like hell staying at the highrise because everyone but me was in a bad mood and tired from me waking them really early. I got yelled at for doing so and after I got done with my moment of depression I joined Colette in watching this weird little kid show on T.V. to cheer myself up about things.

Aferwards we went to the grocery store to eat breakfast there.

Than we headed off to VBS. And I got screamed at by mum cause we were too early ….sorry. To let time fly I just walked around taking pictures at VBS to cheer myself up.

Later I bumped into my Jaky and his buddy Chase, whom I met on facebook, so I felt much better getting to see them cause it made me forget all about this morning

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So at VBS if your-ugh god what is that sound upstairs…sorry im getting distracted by the people in the unite above me -__- As I was SAYING! At VBS if your going to 7th grade and up you get to help volunteer to help out with the classes.

I got to help out with the 4th grade class with my friend Naomi.

Ill edit this later…

Weird Dream

AAaaahhhaaa, I had this really really weird dream about my friend Jaky. Which made me wake up like this:

So I cant sleep….AT ALL. Cause god might be trying to tell me something …I dont know. I just wanna know why the heck I had this dream. I have noooo idea if I should add it on here cause 1) He might see it and the dream like took place NEXT WEEK AT VBS and 2) its kinda…..all ……romanticish in a way.If this dream was involved with the guy I like instead than I would have woken up like this:

Instead of this:………………..

Ppfff ill say it on here anyway.

Please Jaky if you read this, I did not fantasize about this or daydream about this ok. It was a dream. I cannot control my dreams. If i did ,everyday I would dream about the voices in my head going away.

They always seem to have an opposite view on everything asked or said to me. Normally if I go “uummm” it means the voices in my head are speaking. But if I instantly answer I have my own opinion.

Anyway, as I was saying….in the dream it was like the future of next week because im going to VBS with Jaky. So I see him there with chase and his brother and i like hug attack Jaky from not seeing him in like 8 months Than we hang out a lot blah blah blah vbs work chilaxing in the teen room. Than one day Jaky wanted to talk to me alone (oh god here comes the….weird part) We walked down into this hallway room that no one was in. Than…..(argh this is so weird typing when its about my friend Jaky. Cause I just cant imagine him doing this.) Than he said:

“Cami, I need to tell you something. I’ve been really wanting to tell you this for a long time but…”

“Eh? Wh-”

*Reaches both arms across where 2 hands are touching the wall while Cami’s in between them and gets face up real close* “I….” *leans face like omega closely to cami’s*

“Eeeeehhh?! Jaky what are you doi-”

*leans face all the way up to cami’s face and closes eyes*

AAaanndd you probably know the rest. Aaaahhh it wass weeiiirrrrdddddd >////////////< I wouldn’t expect Jake to k-argh-k-k-k-k-kkkkk-kiss me….and when he did in the dream. I-I-I-I-I k-k-k-k-kkkkkkkkkkk-k-kissed him back aghjsfkajdklfsajgklew; jia tjwilkjrlekjwkal oh my goooooooooossssshhhhhhhhhhh…. I know he doesn’t like me in that kind of way, but still that was weird dreaming about that.

My god what is wrong with my minnndddd why is it making me dream about stuff like this?!…And only if I dreamed about that but except with the guy I like

Its so stupiidddd, I never have dreams about the guy I like D: Even previous guys I had crushes on I never ever ever had a dream about them. I guess my mind just likes to mess with me and make all my dreams creepy. Aaggghhhhhh, I still cant sleep. Just in a state of shockment at the moment that I will probably get over in an hour. I just cant help thinking if that was a dream into the future of next week at VBS. Aahh if Jaky does ask to speak with me alone than OH MY GOD I WILL DIIIEE D: I probably will go along with him though cause i could be wrong like maybe he would want to talk to me about something else and if I told him about this dream before walking with him alone somewhere, he will think I have a crush on him(which i dont >////< I only consider Jaky as my friend. Plus he lives too far away and doesn’t go to my school so I’m not good with long distant relatinships if we were gonna go out) Ahh this is so weiirrrdd typing about this. Imma change the subject than …

Oh, yesterday I finally made my first Vlog. Which its kinda cheesy but I’m very proud of it. Cause most of the time I get camera shy so when I try speaking infront of the camera I get too quiet and nervous.

( I dont know why you tube likes to pick the most ugliest video thumbnails for me -_-)

It was pretty fun making that video especially being able to hold a really large knife (dont tell my mum) and sing Vietnamese Koroke infront of the camera. Plus wearing my 3D-nerd glasses made it extra fun.

Aftarwards I got real bored and just tried on all my awesome glasses.

Than I just took dumb pictures of myself doing stupid poses.

Fishy face, glub glub glub.

Me talking to obama. (lolz and no Im not an obama fan cause im a republican. I dont like obama and all his stupid plans to ruin my future, but its just fun to use him in lots of stuff cause he’s real popular :/ :p )

No one shall see my big huge nose.

Oh yeah and you know what I just realized, while looking through my videos I discovered that my most viewd viedeos have animations on it. And the videos that show my face in them have less than 50 views. :/ I guess people just rather see a cartoon than see my own face *sigh* i need more viewers to become a you tube partner.

Ssssssssssssoooooooo yeah. I got to go to sleep now cause its 5:30 am and I only got like about 3 hours of sleep. Soo byyee byyee

…..hopefully my mind doesn’t go back to that dream cause i woke up right on the…weirdish romantic type part……………

Sorry Jaky if you read that! >_____< I had nothing else to type at 4 in the morning . I’m pretty sure you mega freaked out like this:I understand if you never ever ever wanna talk to me again

Save my imaginary friends by leaving me a comment please.

Who are you?

Note: Ill add pictures to this later :p

Ok, so I go home today from my friend Gabby’s house and see that there’s this new car I have never seen before infront of my house. At the moment all these little ridiculous things started poping up in my head like:

1. OH MY GOSH SOMEONE’S ROBBING OUR HOUSE D:
2. One of my mum’s boring friends are over?
3. Santa Clause was too lazy to land up on the top of our house to check on in things, so he decided to take his mini van.
4. Mum bought another crappy looking car
5. My parents are finally going to put a pool in our backyard cause the pool man dude, whatever they are called, is over talking SERIOUS BUSINESS with them

But, all the silly weird conclusions I made up were all false. I confusingly walked up to my door and saw that there was this spanish lady cleaning things, I noticed the door was unlocked ( MY FAMILY DOESN’T LEAVE OUR DOOR UNLOCKED EVER WHICH SURPRISED ME SO DONT PLAN ON SNEAKING INTO MY HOUSE AT NIGHT) and walked in noticing there was another spanish lady cleaning my kitchen. Because I’m very slow at things I was still unsure of why these people were at my house. Cause the weird thing is , that everyone likes coming to my house. And it gets so annoying cause every week there will be some random person in my house that just walks in when my parents open the door to talk to them.

Like for instance, last week I was chilaxing in the living room on the couch watching this really stupid movie called G-force on netflix, and than the door bell rings, and my mum invies these 2 old ladies in. Because I always just dress in a mega baggy shirt at home with shorts with my hair messed up, making me look like a hobo i instantly got up and ran to my room. I dont know how long these elderly woman talked, but it was hours man, and I really wanted to go back downstairs eating my candy D: I took a nap to wait and woke up to a voice I was unfamilar with. Happily the 2 old ladies (which i still have noooo idea why they came over or how they knew my mum) left but another person came into my house which was my little sister’s sewing camp teacher. She came in to say hi to colette and introduce herself, and it was sooo weird cause it was like a dream. I guess cuase that week I was so tired that everything felt like a dream.

ANYWAY, BACK TO WHAT I WAS SAYING…wait what was i talking about *looks up* oohh yeahhh…….

So I ran to mum all confused and she had to explain to me that because our house is so big its impossible to clean it, so she hired 2 maids . And this surprised me because we used to have a maid but because she broke everything, we fired her.

Afterwards, I just went up to my room and cleaned it because mum didn’t let the maids clean my room because its my responalibility. Than all I did was chillax till now.

THE END. Bye.

Be careful what you put on the internet when your halfway asleep in a bad mood

So you know that mean post I wrote about …..that dude who grossed me out. I argghh I dont know ….he read it….and I wrote some pretty mean stuff. But, aaahhaaaa sooo muuccchh drama right noowww. I dont want to deal with it anymore! I’m tired of having all these mood swings about him it gets annoying. I’m just saying…if your reading this…I‘m sorry I wrote those things about you ok. It just grossed me out and I tend to get really pissed off at people with no manners. Just please….get out my life will you….

I cant sleep

Ahha I cant sleep I dont know why. I’m just sooo happy that my mind is over whellmed with thoughts about the world. I’ve never felt any happier in 4 months. And I wish I felt like this all the time because I dont know why but ever since I moved out here all ive felt for most people is hatred. I’ve been disgust by most of the people out here on how they treat people, or the way they look at life, or how their so into themselves, and it just makes me always feel miserable sometimes living out here. But today, I’ve realized I shouldn’t feel like that and not care. I should just love one another. Why would you hate when you can love, right? So I added that to the list of goals I made for my highschool years which are:

• Make all A’s throughout the whole school year to get into a good college. If you dont, you cannot eat for a whole entire 3 days.
• Stop being so freaking antisocial and talk to the people around you for God’s sake!
• Spend less time wasting your time on facebook. Instead delete your account even if it kills you.
• Stop caring about what others do. Its only going to make you miserable.
• Be more confident in talking in-front of others
• DO NOT PROCRASTINATE ON ANYTHING….AT ALL!!!!!!!!!

I dont know why I’ve been so happy this week, but I think its because of one of my dude friends……………..I think I…..I think I….I….I..uh….I-i-……...I

AAAHHHA I NEED SLLLEEEPP!!!!! Thought’s are over whellming me too muuccchhhhh…….

Oh yeah, I forgot im aspost to tell you about my day.

Ok well:

It ….

Was…. BORING!

All I did was watch Couple Or Trouble (Adicting Korean drama) all day long while it rained.

Than after I asked mum to cut my bangs cause they were passed my eye:

And now I can finally see through my eyes, so I took a whole bunch of other stupid pictures of me

(Yes, yes yes, I know I know…I look like a guy ok. You can shut up now)

The rest of my day was pretty boring so i just sat there on my bed doing completly nothing….so…fun.

(Just look at how much fun I’m having)

But gosh I’m soo tired of staying home so I’m looking forward to VBS in 2 weeks! yyessssssss.

Anyway, I should probably try to attempt to fall asleep again so I wont look like an zombie tomorrow. Good Night…or morning…whatever :p

Toy Story 3

Hahahhahahahalooollllzzzz while I was browsing the internet a while ago I came across this Korean guy from ummm….I’ve seen him before but I cant remember his name. But, I thought this was freaking hilarious so I had to show it to the world.
“REAAALLYY?”

AAAAAnnnnnnyyyywwwwwaaaayyyyyy……..

Today, we went to the movies to go see ToyStory3 It was a really good movie, I had a whole lot of fun ^____^

Afterwards, we headed out to my favorite store I like to shop at which is this cute little Japanese store.

Ew, your gross…..

Hihi again, soooooo I showed my good buddy Kevin my blog and he liked it which made me very happy ^_^ Cause I dont know why but I get all excited and stuff when people waste 1 or 2 minutes of there life just to look at what I type about Anyway, after talking to my good friend Jaky and Kevin I realized Kevin wasn’t replying back in facebook chat. I think he got eaten by monsters or abducted by aliens which worried me. Hopefully that didn’t happen and he fell asleep from how lame I can be =3= So I spend like my last hour taking random pictures waiting for him. And guess what? Im going to add them on here even if I do look like crap in all of them. I’m sorry I have to share my ugliness to the world of how I look like when I stay up at 1 in the morning,

(I have noo idea why this image wont rotate D:< )

ok. Just deal with it.

My day was mainly boring , because I dont feel like going to sleep I will explain how my day went in detailed order starting from when I woke up.

So, I woke up today feeling quite odd. I realized I couldn’t feel my legs at all, which kinda scared me cause last time I checked I could move my legs before falling asleep. But this time It felt as if they had walked off and went far away to find a new home

Eventually I felt my right leg when I tried wiggiling it and all I heard was a big growl, which soon made me figure out that my fat dog had fallen asleep on my legs when I fell asleep.I tried getting up but every time I slightly moved one of my legs or feet Biscotti would just turn his head to me and growl.

So, I just layed there daydreaming and talking to myself in my head for about 20 minutes or so.

I eventually got bored and finally got up making Biscotti extra mad and went downstairs to let him and Olive(my sister’s dog) outside to do their business. Afterwards I went to go take a shower but almost killed myself coming out because SOMMEEEONNNEE didn’t dry up the water on the ground D: *cough* colette*cough* This is why I hate sharing bathrooms. Oh yeah, and to make things worst, there was no towel..yeah no towel. How would you like to start your mornign off with almost killing yourself by slipping and than realizing there’s no towel. Pretty nice huh buddy?

Then after getting dressed I fixed up my bed and sat down on my desk to pick up my phone and asnwer my texts. The only texts I got was from my awesome friend Kevin Annndd this dude named (not gonna say name sooo imma call him Santa Clause cause he’s chubby ) Santa clause. Now if you didn’t know Santa clause has this like big crush on me (wow this sounds sooo weird calling him santa clause XD ) but I dont like him back and he’s not very attractive so its kinda annoying when he thinks I feel the same way for him back….when I dont. I dont like chubby guys. (But,oh gosh i soo hope he doesn’t find this and read this.Well he is kinda stupid when it comes to computers. One time when I was talking to santa clause on facebook I sent a link url to him and he simply replied back “ok now what?” *facepalm* really dude? Are you serious. Woooww. You see this is another reason whyy I dont like him back. I HATE PEOPLE WHO ARE IDIOTS WITH THE COMPUTER! Cause I for sure lloooovvee the internet and computer and technology very very much, I know how to photoshop, animate, create websites on photoshop or notebook by codes, and other kinds of stuff, so when I have to deal with people like this, it makes me feeling like shooting myself. Doesn’t he know im more attracted to guys that are into computers like me. Goossh , saying that kind of stuff around me when I already warned him I hate people who dont know how to use a computer right….*sigh*)

Anyway, as I was saying. I replied back “good morning” with an bored blank expression while texting santa clause. And than I replied “good morning” with a happy face to Kevin. See , who do you think I enjoy better? Santa clause got all excitedly like normally all like “OMG GOOD MORRNINNNGG SWEEEETTTTTYY” but I kinda ignored him and just texed Kevin instead the rest of the day until I had to go to Karate.

Going to Karate today had to be the most regretted thing this month. Because I had to see something that I really really REALLY didn’t want to see. Its sooo groooooss D: ……..WANNA HEAR ABOUT IT

Ok, so Santa Clause goes to my Karate class. I come in right, and he’s all sweaty done kicking this one punching thingie with a Karate uniform on it. I sat down next to the window while he sat down across from me next to the uniformed punching thingie. I was in my thinking mood today so I didn’t talk much , but santa clause did all the talking so I had no problem with having to be social around him. But right when he stars talking about things that didn’t really interest me he starts rubbing his head on the uniformed punching thingie. Which grossed me out so soo soo soo badly. Cause he was literally using the uniformed punching thingie as a sweat cloth. I had to prevent myself from gagging, even as now typing this and remembering this moment is making me want to puke. Oh and it gets better, after he was done wiping all the sweat onto an inanimate object RIGHT INFRONT OF ME . He started picking the dead skin off his feet. Yeah oooooh soooo attractive that sooo makes me like you a whhooole lot better. And Your probably thinking, “Why Cami, why didn’t you just tell him to stop.” Dude, I was soooo into shock that I was speechless on what I could say to this. So I simply, just smiled and screamed in my head.

Just ewww god, I still can’t stop thinking about it. I can no longer think of Santa Clause the same way ever again. I’m not even sure I want to see him ever again. I might just join Kevin’s Karate school class place instead or a different one. I’ll go ask mum than.

When our sensai was done talking, Santa Clause ran up to me and and talked to me and I just slowly turned my head around, and said hi THAN RAN AS FAST AS I CAN OUT THE DOOR SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS….no i wish. I forced myself to smile and say hello back but still show that I wasn’t interest in talking to Santa Clause by walking away in the middle of his conversation. I know I know, thats rude. BUT I DONT LIKE HIM! D: and you would do the same probably after seeing what he did earlier. He followed me though, and I was soo delighted to see that his brother came to pick him up early. THANK YOU THANK YOU TTHHAANNKK YOU I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH!! YOU SSAVVVEEDDDD MMEEEEE!!!!!!

It was hard trying to recover to the sight of what Santa clause did and im still in the process of recovering but I texed back Kevin and we finished off in our magical texty adventure. You see I dont like to make conversations boring in texts so I try doing many fun stuff like games or adventure stuff. Where we pretend were going on adventure liikee, umm..here let me show you an example.

Me: *grabs you and takes you into the world of clouds* LOOK THE CLOUDS ARE BOUNSY JUMMPP! *bounces on cloud to cloud*

Person: No, im in a bad mood.

Me: Well too bad D:< *kicks you onto cloud making you jump up super duper high that you land in outer space choke from my oxygen and die* see that’s what you get for being a lame little meanie <3

Person: I hate you *throws lightning at you*

Me: YOUR DEAD BE QUIET!

Person: …………fine

Me: What the heck dude! Your deeeaadd ! Act dead god dangit, *throws you in demintion of fat people who haven’t ate in days with u dressed up as pie* Have fun >:D

Person: D:

It seemed to make me feel much better which led me to the beginning of what I was typing when Kevin stopped replying in facebook chat. I wonder if his computer is still stalling, I wanna check but If I do all my friends who stay up late will be like “WHAT THE HECK I THOUGHT YOU SAID YOU WERE GOING TO SLEEP!” and Ill have to make up an excuse like “oh…..I couldn’t sleep” When I actually just left to take stupid pictures of myself.

Anyway, Its noe 3:41 AM and I really need to get some rest before I pass out, so good night morning everybody(as if anyone looks at my blog) I shall talk to you tomorrow

S-S-S-SSUMMMERRR

Its so far been one month into summer and things are pretty boring now that I completed all my goals, which were:

Because I felt like doing suicide form how bored I was I asked mum to bring me somewhere. Mum’s trying to get back into being a professional hairstyles so we went to this weird hair store that sold a bunch of creepy things that you can find at hair saloons or nail places.

(so not creepy at all)

Afterwards I asked if gabby could go to the mall with us. Now If I haven’t told you, gabby is now my new bestest friend ever since we moved here.

(Gabby texted the whole time in the car)

I felt kinda bad though, cause the whole time we were at the mall we dragged Gabby to all the places im pretty sure an emo vegetarian wouldn’t enjoy going to.

So note to gabby: Next time we go to the mall…..you can bring me to all the emo stores you like to shop at…

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Boring Monday

Dangiiitt I typed so much on here and then firefox just decided to go “HEHEHHEH IM GOING TO CRASH….NOW!!!” So it erased everything I typed on here. So I have to restart alllll oovverrr again. So,

Today was really boring like most Mondays are, so far spring break for me is really dull and lame. No I haven’t been anywhere, no I haven’t been hanging out with my friends, no I haven’t gone to some place cool *cough* like japan* cough* , and yes I go through stages of the day where I cant stand being at home and long for being back at school. Its not fair cause all of my springbreaks are like this while all my friends are off some place cool in a different city, state, or country. And because of that no one is ever on facebook or IM so that just makes things more retarded.  So what I mainly did was lay down on my bed thinking of what I can do to ammuse myself. I tried getting addicted to a Japanese drama called, Kimi wa petto thats about this lady who’s really lonely but wont admit it and her loser like boyfriend cheated on her cause he was jealous of her being higher class, taller, and better? And she is still in love with him??? whyy? I donnntt knooowwwwww O_____O Like dude, he cheateddd onnn you , get a better boyfriend that is better and actually taller. So like she finds this hobo dude, in a box and keeps him as a pet naming him Momo.

I only watched like the first episode which is about 64 minutes long so that is so far what I learned. I think she is going to end up falling in love with momo or something. I dont know. You know what they say, opposites attract. She’s this rich business strict lady and momo is this hobo bum who is crazy enough to act like her dog. I eventually got bored watching that cause i only watch or read things that interest me at the beginning NOT in the middle.

After that I tried getting adicted to this anime I heard of called Zero No Tsukaima

That show was just…it was inappropriate O____o  Like I thought it was you know for kids my age , but it had like waaaayyy to much perverted things in it. I couldn’t even find a image of it on google without it showing all the girl characters in inappropriate maid clothing. So I stopped watching it from that point. -___-

Then I tried watching Tora Dora I could have got addicted to this show but the first episode bored me so much i didnt feel like moving on to the next one. And plus I dont like watching a show about some guy who only hangs out with girls, that kind of stuff just bores me. I dont even think it had a plot like all those other stupid anime’s like Lucky star, Pana Pony Dash, or Azumanga Diaoh.  At least it wasn’t full of perverted things like Zero No Tsukaima (THANK GOD!)

After attempting to get addicted to some show and then failing to due to it being boring I just went outside and slept on the trampoline daydreaming. But then colette , my little, sister , disterbed my peace by screaming “TRAMPOLINES ARE NOT MEANT FOR SLEEPING!!!!!!!!!! THERE MEANT FOR JUMPING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” I just sat up and took some pictures because i was bored…..again.

I tried taking a picture with me and biscotti but colette told me i looked like this when I smile:

Notice any difference?

After TRYING to sleep but getting wakened up by colette I went to the dock and wrote only like 3 sentences in my journal but I got distracted by this 6th grader kid who was fishing on our lake. I got bored starring at him talk to himself while fishing so I bent down on my knees and ducked my head kinda under the dock to see what it would look like under wher eI was standing….that…that you know wasn’t such a good idea. I got  bit by like all these bugs when doing that. And some of my hair got into the water full of pollen coming in.

I came back inside to take a shower from having my head dumped into lake water and then stayed on facebook for a long time and took lots of random pictures of myself in different shirts cuase i was just…you know….bored.

I think this picture has to be the creepiest picture of me I ever took.

Today I learned how to count with 5!

Wow!

The face I make when I blank out which makes that the facial expression I always have…cause you know…I like always blan- ……………………… oh sorry i blanked out for a second there.

KNUCKLE PUNNCCHH!!!

Nerdy Asian Peace pose.

IIIIMMM AASSSIIAAAAANNNN!!!!….oh..oh wait…I already am O3OI gotta stop making fun of my own race…..ummm….

wwwooooooooooooooooo @______@

puufffyyyy facceeeuuu

Rawr! …I can tell i haven’t got enough sleep by what my eyes look like O3O

nothing face O3O

When it got dark I gave my 2 dogs a bath ^_____^

I had so many cute pictures of biscotti all wet in the bathtub but for some reason photobucket wont let me upload them D:< So I only have pictures of my little sisters dog, Olive.

She tried to escape XD Hahahhaha

Aferwards I went downstairs and found my dad watching the Ant Bully with colette and our neighbor Kara. He seemed like he enjoyed that movie a lot.